Red Rock '15 - Getting Ready

Red Rock Camp is here… actually it started yesterday. I’m very excited and yet a little apprehensive to go. Now I’m super excited, am every year. I have been going since I was in like the 6th grade – that makes it like 15 years. The people there have become my extended family and love them to pieces. Now the apprehensive part comes from Trysten…of course. With Bugs she has spent her whole life there, literally. I was 4 months pregnant with her the first time she was there ;) and now it’s been 7yrs. Trysten wasn’t able to be there at all. I didn’t get pregnant till July and then born in February. We are only able to take him in thought.
I would like to say the strength is there that it’s not going to “effect” my week. But I know that’s not going to be the case and honestly nor would I want it to. This week I want to take the time, be over flowed in my faith and remember Trysten in his beauty and joy. Remember him all week. For those of you that will be there with me I apologize in advanced that I’ll probably be a sobbing mess a lot of the time. Not in sadness, so don’t worry, but in joy and remembrance. Basking in the gifts and love that Red Rock has given me throughout the years and the gift that God gave me by blessing our family with Trysten. I cant wait to see what God has in store for this week 😀.