When starting my journey down this road called grief I kept looking at “recovery” as getting back to “normal”.
I was wrong.
Nothing will ever be as it was, and I’m happy about that. If things went back to how they were I wouldn’t have met our beautify son. I wouldn’t know the love of him and the joy that came from seeing his face. If I went back to how things were I wouldn’t have the drive to remember him and know the joy we experienced. Yes we only had short hours with him but its worth more than never having him at all. And though I struggle every day to remember the joy and not get swept away by the grief…I thank God he gave us Trysten and am proud to be his mother forever.
This is the journey to settle into the new normal, remembering our son, brother, grandson, great-grandson, nephew and so much more. :)
Emotional Ride
Mother's Day
Blog. Grief. Tea. Growth.
Remembering to enjoy.
Wednesday rerun.
Some days are still wreck.
Grieving and growing.
Our Son a month early.
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